I am sad to report that Tera will no longer be a part of this blog :-( That seems to be the decision, at least for now. She is dealing with some personal issues, which is making being a part of anything extra curricular very difficult right now. I hope for her sake that she continues to mind her health, regardless of not being able to blog about it. We talked about her possibly resuming the blog in the future- maybe as soon as mid-January. But you know what??? I DON'T HAVE UNTIL JANUARY!!! I COULD BE FOUR-HUNDRED FREAKIN' POUNDS BY THEN!! I DON'T HAVE THE LUXURY OF SAYING, "EH, AFTER THE HOLIDAYS." NOPE! SORRY! I SAID THAT FOR THE LAST THIRTY-SEVEN YEARS AND WHERE DID IT GET ME?!? I COULD LITERALLY CHOKE ON A HAM SANDWICH THIS CHRISTMAS LIKE MAMA CASS! THAT URBAN LEGEND COULD BE TOTALLY TRUE FOR ME!!
If you can not tell...I'm pissed off! I'm not pissed at Tera. I adore Tera and she is doing what she needs to do right now. I'm pissed off at the situation! At having to do this alone! Because I have to do every thing alone! Always! And people always quit on me! I guess it's like my friend Wendy says, losing weight is the one thing you can not push someone to do. It has to be on your very own timetable. When you say so, and not when anybody else says so.
As much as I enjoy and need the support...I gotta cut you lose Tera. I have to drop the dead weight (no pun intended) because my time is now! I can not suffer another failed venture. I simply can't. Will not! The show must go on! I hope that all of you continue to tune in because I am not going anywhere! It may be just Two Ton Tilly now, instead of Two Ton Tillies, but this Tilly is about to get mad silly because all this does is make me even more determined. In fact, I've never felt more motivated in my life! I'm on fire! I guess I'm just going to have to pick up Tera's blogs and share more often. I will do my best to write an entry every day. I can not promise I'll be perfect at it as I took this project on with the idea of blogging every other day- a perfectly manageable feat for me, but I guess the ante just got raised. It's put up or shut up time because now it's all on me. No partner to connect to, or deflect to.
If you can not tell...I'm pissed off! I'm not pissed at Tera. I adore Tera and she is doing what she needs to do right now. I'm pissed off at the situation! At having to do this alone! Because I have to do every thing alone! Always! And people always quit on me! I guess it's like my friend Wendy says, losing weight is the one thing you can not push someone to do. It has to be on your very own timetable. When you say so, and not when anybody else says so.
As much as I enjoy and need the support...I gotta cut you lose Tera. I have to drop the dead weight (no pun intended) because my time is now! I can not suffer another failed venture. I simply can't. Will not! The show must go on! I hope that all of you continue to tune in because I am not going anywhere! It may be just Two Ton Tilly now, instead of Two Ton Tillies, but this Tilly is about to get mad silly because all this does is make me even more determined. In fact, I've never felt more motivated in my life! I'm on fire! I guess I'm just going to have to pick up Tera's blogs and share more often. I will do my best to write an entry every day. I can not promise I'll be perfect at it as I took this project on with the idea of blogging every other day- a perfectly manageable feat for me, but I guess the ante just got raised. It's put up or shut up time because now it's all on me. No partner to connect to, or deflect to.
“Life. Fire. Being myself on fire I set others on fire. Never death. Fire and life. Le jeux” -Anais Nin
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