I am gearing up to buy a good old-fashioned cloth tape measure, but I am dreadfully afraid I am going to have to tape two together to actually get an accurate reading. I have spent some time in front of the mirror analyzing and scrutinizing every angle, blemish, bulge, bump, crater, dimple, wrinkle, sag.... When I turned around and looked at my back, I was astounded....WHEN exactly did an elephant start following me around? WHEN did I get....>>>sshhhhh<<<< rolls? Im not talking ordering-out-to-the-corner-bakery-rolls, either. More like the majestic, mystical, and mysterious rolling dunes of the Sahara desert. *GAHH*
Im not trying to be down on myself, just being flat out honest, because I've been hiding and making excuses for far too long. Time to get down to the naked truth and a little inspiration to get myself even more committed to the conviction that I already have to the ultimate goal. Im also saddened by the years of abuse I have put on my body-- years of studying all night, up all night drinking, followed by working two jobs, then having babies, moving halfway across the country and back and just the emotional/nervous eating that happens to fill in the gaps to take away the stress.
I am finding that I have trigger foods that create an urge to binge. These foods are going on the DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT SISTER list!
Sweet and Salty Nut Bars, Macaroni and Cheese.
At least until I can get a grip. At that point, I will hopefully find that I don't even want them.
GO JENNIFER, you're doing awesome!!!!
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